Wednesday, August 02, 2006
it is heart pain to let u feel like tt... sry and stupid mi noe it will happen like tt and why the hell i still do it... haiz i really dun understand myself well perhaps... can juz let mi cry out??? =_( mi heart is so so so pain... save mi plz... sometimes i juz i could juz stop the time at certain time... and juz let it pause it there... i noe i cant SO DUN TINK SO MUCH PLZ... juz face it... no matter how much sorry, i also wish u juz wont 4give mi cos i cannot 4give myself... maybe i am juz too selfish selfish... yes i am and i did... plz control dun juz anyhow let it out plz plz plz plz to myself
*tears juz flow, wishing u are there, or juz give mi a call tt is enough*
(after the flow, it is beta)
yes ;
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