ok spend $13.50 from my work place to school to watch "MOVIE" wtf.... MOVIE wat i nice movie... and it is actually a talk... a piece of shit man... and the person who conduct the talk tell us about the word "con" being con... ya i just learn that word and i am being CON by the BAs environment or duno wat la... tis is juz super super sucky... eat shit... and somemore it started at ard 6.10 which means i take bus still early F**k really F**K up mood and feeling...

you always say that did i ever tink of you like this like that la or have i treat u like tis like tt... but have u think back actually where did i stand?? sometimes i juz wan to ask where did i start am i there beside or am i hidding somewhere and when u need me u juz pop to me??? this is really really feeling so so bad for myself really???

ya 1 down i tink more and more events coming up... and which means............... sigh i dun wan but i juz couldn't stand really couldn't stand... the feeling is like kiking mi ass... can the events STOPPED?? i tink it wont it will juz like tt continue...



累啊真的累啊.. 只觉得“痛“

yes ;
11:40 PM

HATE!!! this sem... so much tings on, projects, events, attachments, all i juz hate la...




* 我累了，真的好累啊！*

yes ;
11:43 AM

heart is like cloud... when it is heavy, it will juz rain and after the rain, rainbow comes out again..

alot to say alot to feel, duno wat it is like and dun understand... juz too chim suddenly duno anyting and juz wan to silent

yes ;
11:29 AM

hmmm... last day of competition le, means no more going off early from work sian ar... hmm ok the girls are doing super well in the badminton polite competition. if they win 2dae, they are number.2 hmmm guys, abit unlucky. as our star player injure then we all nv win only manage to win RP. unless we won SP the we still gt chance not to be last 2nd of the table...

polite competiton mean pol(poly) + ite(which is ite) = polite. haha ok good luck to all ba...

yes ;
12:27 PM

never protect you.. so lousy... =( sorry!!!

yes ;
5:35 PM

Some parents just don't understand their children will. Why must they be so bias against some of their children. So what if their children go home late la. I mean that please understand your children well la. Goes home late doesn't mean it is wrong. Please ask and see what is going on and come to a conclusion and just scold or say ur children. Children also people la, need care and concern and not scolding everytime.

This case is we go no time for dinner la, then need to go for compeition. Then after that, went for dinner lor then from SP go home is freaking far la. When reach, need to change another bus to her house then the stupid bus need to wait for 20mins. It is like WTH la. Because of never take dinner, have gastric pain. So the more i should bring her to dinner ma. Then when reach home which is 12am, her dad came down and fetch her, with a super angry look. When i saw, i was like WTH DEAD man!!! sighz. I am also a lousy BF when her dad ask why so late, i keep quiet OMG stupd stupid so stupid have not protected my gf. Haiz......

Ok 2day work, need to go down to macritchie to change their router. I did not know where the hell is the place la. Because Macritchie is so freaking big. Then in the end, went super deep inside the singapore country club then lucky got nice people to so call drive me out with that golf car. I don't know what it is call also. Then after that, found the entrance. Then need to walk 20mins in. Wah far!!! Ok then reach.

Then went to change and test it. Then when i was about to leave, have a heavy rain. Then ok lor got no choice have to wait. After 30mins, wah the rain stop i was damn happy then start to walk out. On the way out, there are no cabs. As it is really super inside. Ok lor then i wak out. Walk out need 30mins 1 sighz. Then walk half way, it rains wah piangz got no choice have to continue as there are no shelter lor. Then finally walk to the main road, then took a cab back to office.

Haiz feeling so down man... What a lousy day...



*i muz be a man, protecting you from everything, anything...*

yes ;
5:10 PM

Letting go. . .

Someone said... "Wallets are a lot like girls. You really have to take good care of, because if you won't, something might happen"...

I know what he means. I just lost a wallet, and I just lost a girl. You know, it's the exact same thing. One day, you just realize it's gone. You try to look for it everywhere, even going back to the places where you could have lost it.

You think, and you think hard, only to come upon a grim realization: it's really gone. Of course, you can hold on to some hope. After all, there have been some very, very lucky (blessed?) people who get it back. Perhaps you could become one of those people. You sit home and you hope that someone would call, and that you would get it back. But then, some time passes, and you realize that it's still gone, and you realize that it's time to let go.
The first few days, you turn to your friends for support. Some tell you you'll be ok, some tell you that it was your fault and that you should have been more careful, and some tell you about their own experiences. They give you all sorts of advice, none you haven't heard before.

You then go out to find a new wallet, only to realize that you don't really want a new one. You want the old one that you lost. No, you don't want all these better-looking wallets, you want yours, because of how comfortable it is, because of all the cards and pictures and other stuff in it.

You go out and carry on without a wallet, keeping your money in your pocket instead. You throw away stuff that you would have held on to if you had your old wallet. And then, finally, you find a new wallet you like and settle in. You then start filling your new wallet, little by little. It still doesn't feel as comfortable as the old one, but it's getting there.

Then you start putting in cards and pictures and other important stuff in the wallet. Soon enough, there's as much stuff in your new wallet as the old one. And then, after some time, you feel as comfortable with your new wallet. And then you realize that you've almost forgotten you ever had your old wallet.

Sure, you still remember most of the stuff you lost on that wallet. But then again, you don't remember the feeling of hurt that you felt when you lost it. That's because that wallet you lost is no longer your wallet. You're no longer holding on. This new wallet you're holding, it has all the important cards and pictures and stuff that you need. This is your wallet. And this time, you tell yourself, you're never losing this one. :)

yes ;
10:29 PM

hmm this whole week feeling so blur so stupid... like suddenly duno wat to do like that... this is sux man... yesterday, i lost my game... sighz duno y i lost... i suddenly duno how to play like that.. like a totally lost person standing in the court... this kind of feeling, i have never had in my entire 10years plus of playing... is it me?? sometimes i just ask myself... bcos i lost, our team lost... haiz i think maybe i just getting lazy and lazy each day...

yes ;
3:03 PM